DENNNN

dont want to read you loke a text book
you speak so well and well, you're a story 'e, this novel life

or my stomache ache kills me serving to remind me
life is pain and it's all the same and the plant i own
is the only thing keeping me sane.

wish the phone could dial myself.
it's been a whilre since we've talked.

how are you doing.
-im doing just fine?

-collecting prints and working all night.

cant start a sentence with 'am' without talking about your self..
am i doing ok? am i listening to myself?

??

is this a convienecne to me or just so that youre not inconveinced yourself?

does my words actions make a difference? do you like knowing the truth?

soalone. so fucking lonely.
quit for two weeks smoking and i relapsed to the stick but i dont mind because maybe it is who i am.
who.? maybe. dark hole bright light i want to crawl.